The Dream of the Oak Tree

#157, December 22, 2004

 

Eve loved oak trees, especially those few ancient ones who had survived the cattle grazing on the hill behind her home. Her mom had promised that someday they would plant new trees there. But someday hadn’t yet arrived.

 

It was just few days before Christmas, and Eve was standing beneath Greenbeard, her favorite of the Live Oaks. She was looking up into the branches for the horned owl she had been hearing from her mom’s garden. Suddenly a twig snapped, and a tiny acorn fell straight into her mouth. Without thinking, she swallowed it. The owl flew silently away, crossing the waxing moon.

 

It was midday, but Eve felt suddenly tired. She turned to walk back home, her feet heavy, her shoes dragging in the lush grass. Sitting down to remove her boots, she yawned, and stretched. Then she stood up, and when her feet touched the grass, a bolt of energy shot from her toes to her nose. Now she was wide awake. Everything around her was glowing, like the sun was shining from the inside. She stretched out her arms again, noticing the oak leaves in her hands... No, wait!  The leaves were *growing from her fingertips*! Her arms were covered with bark… all five of them.

 

"It’s the acorn!” she thought. “The oak tree is growing inside me.” But she wasn’t frightened; the acorn was from Greenbeard, her friend. The sun was falling quickly toward the western hills. But for Eve, time slowed down. Weeks passed. The grass grew taller, and golden; the breezes blew it into waves. She flexed her arms with the wind, and each day when the wind died her arms were pointing a tiny bit more to the place where it had gone. The second full moon of summer rose, and poured cool air down the slope. It swirled around her legs, while her head and arms still basked in the August heat.

 

One October morning, all the houses were gone! Her surprise disappeared when she saw the blanket of fog stretching from her knees out across the valley. Meadowlarks sang their songs; Eve knew the words.

Winter brought storm after storm after storm, torrents of clouds racing down from the crest of the hill, whipping her arms, soaking the earth around her feet. Not far away, the land was sliding, leaving wet, rust-red gashes in the green. Eve gripped her earth tight with each of her thousand toes. Spring brought the birds: their nests, eggs, and babies; birds tickling her skin, picking the insects from her hundreds of arms and fingers.

 

No hurry now. Nothing to say, everything to hear: the screee of a circling hawk on an autumn morning; trickling water after a spring downpour; bat clicks on a summer evening; and deep into a midwinter night, the hooing of the owls. Nothing to do, everything to see: another May sunset, watching clouds of insects rise into the golden light. Eve observed the slow circling of suns, moons and planets, and she wondered: “Am I a tree, or a girl?” Could an oak tree smell the perfume of tarweed in the September heat? Could an oak tree smell the bay leaves wet by the first November rain? 

 

Nothing passed by Eve unnoticed. When the cloudburst rolled down the slope, she heard each drop slapping every blade of dry grass, the rain racing toward her outstretched fingers, quenching the fire in her parched throat. She saw every bead of dew strung on the spider webs of late summer, and in each delicate bead the image of every other. She witnessed the hunting mountain lion, the death and birth of deer. And she wondered: where are the baby oaks?

 

Moss now hung low from her long, twisting branches. She was stiff, and could bend little. A hard January storm knocked her down on one knee, but she held her arms high. Spring came full of grasses and wildflowers and cows. *But where are the baby oaks*? The insects and the wind were bringing her back to the earth-- a finger here, an arm there. Every autumn, she sprinkled acorns at her feet and yet...no little oaks. One gray day, an earthquake lifted the ground in waves, pulling awngdier footing. Slowly she lay down to her final rest, beginning a dream of green sprouting from golden brown...

 

Ee-eve, din-ner!” Eve opened her bright green eyes, stretched her soft tan arms. She walked down the hill to tell her mother about the most amazing dream. And an oak seedling, barely a foot tall, stood in the hollow of where she had slept.